just wanted u to read this..

Mappa Douji is a one-shot series of Shaman King about Hao's past.. i'm not sure whether anyone read before but i really really like it, so here's the link:

http://www.mankin-trad.net/read/mappa-douji-special/1

if that doesn't work, try this:

http://manga.animea.net/shaman-king-mappa-douji-chapter-1.html

hope u all like it~

P.S: u don really need to read the whole SK manga to understand it.. u can just read it straight away~

Emotions..

hola~ this post is about emotion like the title says.. well.. i've did some research about it after arguing with my friends about the differences between a 'scowl' and 'emotionless', while i'm at it, i found more and more thus got interested.. human psychology is pretty intersting, don't u think?

An emotion is a mental and physiological state associated with a wide variety of feelings, thoughts and behavior. It changes depending on the mood, temperament, personality and disposition it associated with. Emotions are also form due to subjective experiences, or experienced from an individual point of view.

this is what i mostly found..

Primary emotion	Secondary emotion	Tertiary emotions
Love	Affection	Adoration, affection, love, fondness, liking, attraction, caring, tenderness, compassion, sentimentality
	Lust	Arousal, desire, lust, passion, infatuation
	Longing	Longing
Joy	Cheerfulness	Amusement, bliss, cheerfulness, gaiety, glee, jolliness, joviality, joy, delight, enjoyment, gladness, happiness, jubilation, elation, satisfaction, ecstasy, euphoria
	Zest	Enthusiasm, zeal, zest, excitement, thrill, exhilaration
	Contentment	Contentment, pleasure
	Pride	Pride, triumph
	Optimism	Eagerness, hope, optimism
	Enthrallment	Enthrallment, rapture
	Relief	Relief
Surprise	Surprise	Amazement, surprise, astonishment
Anger	Irritation	Aggravation, irritation, agitation, annoyance, grouchiness, grumpiness
	Exasperation	Exasperation, frustration
	Rage	Anger, rage, outrage, fury, wrath, hostility, ferocity, bitterness, hate, scorn, spite, vengefulness, dislike, resentment
	Disgust	Disgust, revulsion, contempt, loathing
	Envy	Envy, jealousy
	Torment	Torment
Sadness	Suffering	Agony, suffering, hurt, anguish
	Sadness	Depression, despair, hopelessness, gloom, glumness, sadness, unhappiness, grief, sorrow, woe, misery, melancholy
	Disappointment	Dismay, disappointment, displeasure
	Shame	Guilt, shame, regret, remorse
	Neglect	Alienation, isolation, neglect, loneliness, rejection, homesickness, defeat, dejection, insecurity, embarrassment, humiliation, insult
	Sympathy	Pity, sympathy
Fear	Horror	Alarm, shock, fear, fright, horror, terror, panic, hysteria, mortification
	Nervousness	Anxiety, nervousness, tenseness, uneasiness, apprehension, worry, distress, dread

Tagged by Winy (long time ago)

1. The person who tagged you is : Winny
2. Your relationship with him/her is : hmm.. good friends?
3. Your first impression of him/her is: waah! emo human!!
4. The most memorable moments with he/she is: 'i'm getting married'-siew chin says
5. The most memorable thing he/she has said to you is: 'YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!'
6. If he/she becomes your lover, you will... : i have better taste XD
7. If he/she became your lover, what should he/she improve that: nothing coz there wont even be the slightest chance
8. If he/she becomes your enemy, what will you do: hmm.. nothing.. its too troublesome to be her enemy..
9. If he/she becomes your enemy, the reason will be: i cut her hair?
10. The most desired things you want to do for him/her now is: spill out whats on ur mind, my antenna tells me ur not telling something
11. Your overall impression on him/her is: not bad for short
13. The characteristic you hate most about yourself: too emotional..
14. The most ideal person you want to be is: Hao/Yoh-sama!!!
15. For people who care and love you, say something to them: i love you too~ but i don't make promises XD
16. Pass this quiz to 10 people who you want to know how they feel about you:

1. Daren
2. Ee Theng
3. Nike
4. Siew Chin
5. Yean Yee
6. Yen Yen
7. Cheer Jing
8. Lilly
9. Kit Yeng
10. Nian En

17. Who is 6 having a relationship with?
-no idea.. she din't tell me or maybe she doesn't have any

18. Is 9 a male or a female?
-female!!!!

19. What is 2 studying at the moment?
-i saw her reading a horror storybook and dint borrow me!!

20. Who was the last person you had a chat with?
-ppl on the list

21. What kind of music does 8 like?
- classic gua?

22. Does 1 have any siblings?
- yep 1 sister and 1 brother?

23. Is 4 single?
- not sure.. as i say.. ppl nowadays is VERY secreative..

24. What is the surname of 5?
-Teoh

25. What's the hobby of 3?
- take pictures? swimming?

26. Do 7 and 9 get along well?
- i wish i could read their minds..*haiz*

27. Where is 10 studying at?
- in a chinese school

28. Say something casual about your eyes:
- i have panda eyes due to overly long hours of staring at the computer and sleep very late

29. Have you tried developing feelings for 2?
- as good friend yes

30. Where does 9 live?
- Malaysia

31. What colour does 4 like?
- er.. black?

32. Are 5 and 1 good friends? / Do they know each other?
- very good friend

33. Does 2 like 7?
- i don't think so..?

34. How did you get to know 8?
- ex-classmate but still good friends

5. Does 3 have any pets?
- rabbits, turtle, hamster etc.

36. Is 7 the sexiest person in the world?
- ..................(no comment)

37. Are you sexy?
-....are u mocking me?

38. What are you doing now?
- cursing -.-

Shiawase Neiro (music game)

1. Put your iTunes, Windows Media Player, Or your playlist on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.
4. Tag some friends
5. Everyone tagged has to do the same thing.
6. Have Fun!

If someone says 'are you okay', you say?~
Sadness and Sorrow by Toshiro Matsuda -.-

How would you describe yourself?~
The Biggest Dreamer from Digimon 3 (.....)

What do you like in a Guy/Girl?~
Earthship from The Law of Ueki (?)

How do you feel today?~
Beyond the Door/Tobira no Mokou e from FMA 2nd ED

What is your life's purpose?~
Kutsuzure from Black Cat 2nd ED

What's your motto?~
Misa no Uta from Death Note (Kami-sama!)

What do your friends think of you?~
Love is changing -Flame of Recca's ED song (dotz)

What do your parents think of you?~
What Happiness/Nanka Shiawase -Flame of Recca's OP song

What do you think about often?~
Motherland by Crystal Kay from FMA

What is 2 + 2?~
Falco from The Law of Ueki

What do you think of your best friend?~
Hitomi no Tsubasa/The Wings in My Eyes from Code Geass ED 2

What is your life story?~
Hateshinaku Tooi Sora ni/In the Endlessly Far Sky from God Save our King OP1

What do you want to be when you grow up?~
World End from Code Geass R2

What do you think of when you see the person you like?~
L's theme (hahahahahaha!!!) listen it HERE

What will you dance to at your wedding?~
Alumina from Death Note

What will they play at your funeral?~
Loop from Tsubasa Chronicle ED

What is your hobby/interest?~
Trust You from Shaman King

What is your biggest fear?~
Wind from Naruto ED (i did not fear wind!!)

What is your biggest secret?~
Synchronicity from Tsubasa Chronicle Tokyo Revelations

What do you want right now?~
Itsumo Itsudemo from Digimon 2

What do you think of your friends?~
Catch You Catch Me from CCS

What will you post this as?~
Shiawase Neiro/A Happy Timbre from Code Geass ED1

I Am Tagging:
Daren~
Winny~
Ee Theng~
Nike~

its funny XD and quite fun to play with!!! ALL my songs is from anime haha!!

Thx Hikari for tagging me =P

The Ending and The New Beginning..

the translation for Shaman King Kang Zeng Bang Vol.27 is finally finish.. its so touching and sad but also happy T.T.. while i was reading it, all kind of emotion is displayed on my face and my bro give me a weird look and ask me whether i am crazy..

i love this scene where Yoh-kun called Hao-sama 'nii-chan'(brother)!!! but the reaction that Hao-sama give is like this:
i keep reading the same page over and over again but it still look nice..LOL.. Yoh-kun look so innocent and i think its the 1st time i saw him looking like this >.> 'i think'

well anyway i seriously regret not buying the comic online >< i wonder how many years until the comic finally arrive to my country XD

and the last word of the Shaman King(its roughly translated by me from chinese so it might sound weird?):

'until the day we found the answer, our journey will never end'

man.. how i wish for a season 2..

Proper Apology

i've read this particular fanfiction's story and find this quite interesting XD

"Proper apologies had three parts, one: what I did was wrong. Two: I feel badly that I hurt you. Three: how do I make this better? It’s the third part that people tend to forget. So do you think you could achieve the third part?”

this 'proper apologies' thingy is by Professor Randy Pausch and because of this i've spent one and a half hour watching youtube on his 'Last Lecture: Archieving Childhood Dream' its not boring in fact its quite funny~

so, maybe u all can watch it too or maybe u have already watch it XP

Tagged..

TaGGed by theng Kor..

1. Which is your favorite color out of: red , black , blue , green , or yellow ?
hmmm.. hard to choose... maybe green?
2.Your first initial?
-.- Siow
3.Your month of birth?
November
4. Which color do you like more, black or white?
white
5. Name of persons of the same sex as yours.
Sor Ying!
6. Your favorite number?
7
7. Do you like Flying or Driving more?
if i can fly by myself..
8. Do you like a lake or the ocean more?
ocean
9. Write down 15 wishes
-own all the comic in the world
-change some of the ending of the comic
-having magic power/alice/jutsu/spiritual power etc..
-stay young forever
-go into anime world
-money dropping from the sky
-change the education system
-to relax and have a carefree life
-go to Disney Land
-meet with Hiroyuki Takei(the author of Shaman King) or Ken'ichi Matsuyama (L from Death Note) and have a autograph XD
-not to be alone
-trouble stay away from me
-won't get high blood sugar or diabetes no matter how many sweet things i eat
-having a tiger as a pet (kitty!!!*meow*)
-happy all my life~

When you're done, scroll down. (Don't cheat!)Answers

1. If you choose:
Red - You are alert and your life is full of love.
Black - You are conservative and aggressive
Green - Your soul is relaxed and you are laid back.
Blue- You are spontaneous and love kisses and affection from the ones you love.
Yellow - You are a very happy person and give good advice to those who are down..

2. If your initial is:
A-K- You have a lot of love and friendships in your life.
L-R- You try to enjoy your life to the maximum & your love life is soon to blossom.
S-Z- You like to help others and your future love life looks very good..

3. If you were born in:
Jan-Mar: The year will go very well for you and you will discover that you fall in love with someone totally unexpected.
April-June: You will have a strong love relationship that will not last long but the memories will last forever.
July-Sep: You will have a great year and will experience a major life-changing experience for the good.
Oct-Dec: Your love life will not be great, but eventually you will find your soul mate.

4. If you chose:
Black: Your life will take on a different direction, it will seem hard at the time but will be the best thing for you, and you will be glad for the change.
White: You will have a friend who completely confides in you and would do anything for you, but you may not realize it.

5. This person is your best friend..

6. This is how many close friends you have in your lifetime.

7. If you chose:
Flying: You like adventure.
Driving: You are a laid back person.

8. If you chose:
Lake : You are loyal to your friends and your lover and are very reserved.
Ocean: You are spontaneous and like to please people.

9. This wishes will come true only if you tag this to five people in one hour.
Tag it to five people, and it will come true before your next birthday.
-Nike
-Daren
-Lilly
-Mandy
-anyone who read my blog.. ur TAGGED!!

nothing goes as plan..

did u ever felt like that before? for example: tomolo is ur field trip and u spent the whole night thinking how wonderful it will be and the next day turns out to be the worst there is? hmm.. maybe u don't but i do..

well.. even though its not the 1st time it happen but everytime it did, i could'nt help but think wad the hell is wrong with it.. is it because my hope and expectation for it is too high? but i can't just stop having hope right? since i'm just human..

the solution i found for this kind of situation is don't think about anything or think for the worst case senario XD it totally work for me~ for example: ur in the bus heading towards ur watever place, don't stop thinking about the bus is going to crash!! or u can devote urself into something ur interested in, for me is of coz: comic..

and so my broken hope holiday went by like this.. tataz~!!

yohoo~!!

hey hey!! for those who dono~ me n my sisters + brothers are making a family blog together!!!! no, we are not related by blood, we adopt each other XD so, go visit it sometime too when u visit my blog, k? here's the LINK

my holiday is not as good as i plan but since when does my plan does go perfectly? my mornings are the worst!!! i plan to sleep till noon everyday in the holiday but my ~!@#$%^&*() cousin keep coming to my house in the morning (his house is quite near mine) and wake me up by suffocating me with my pillows and stuff toy!!!!!

OK!! never mind that, and so i went to play my com in peace THEN that ~!@#$%^&*() cousin of mine have to hit my head with my pillow!!!!!!!!! URGH!!!!!!!! CAN U IMAGINE THAT!!!! i feel like straggling him or shut him out of the room!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

*phew* feeling much better.. *hehe* juz letting out some complain~

k done for this post~ cya! muacks!!