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Hmm.. Lately something funny is going on inside my head. It's sort of a good and bad thing. The thing is, I keep thinking 'I'm going to die soon -.-'. It's not that I have any serious illness or suicide attempt but I think it's a influence cause by the 2012 world end thingy trailer and explanation -.-. It's kinda stupid but not very because I'm sure nobody knows when I or we will die. Some die when they are born some die unexpectedly some die due to old age, it's all depend on our luck or fate, like a gamble in everyday life in about the ratio of 1 in a thousand? but once we lose, we die or suffer, sort of game.

But if you look in a different angle, you'll see life is short, do things that you wish to do, don't regret things, don't give up for some lame excuse, treat everyday with a positive attitude because you will never know what might happen in the future. Not everyone can last this game till the end.

At least, for me, I had something I wish to do and to fulfill that wish I had started to take the first step, lifting up my past and regret (I finally apologize to a person that I had betray a long time ago and I've been forgiven, now I feel like a free leaf, finally..) , not wanting to wait any longer just because I think I still got time in the future.

An advice for a friend: If you really want to tell that to someone, do it! Face it with courage accept it with pride!

Quote of the day: No matter how fast or slow you walk, never stop till you reach the end. (like a marathon lol)

P.S: If I wrote anything offending, I'm sorry, I'm a free-thinker.